This isn’t a reference to that book about the unraveling of the United States economy and the beginning of the end of Imperial America.

This is a reference to the perceived out of control feeling one can get when one is mythically multi-tasking and attempting to do things that one does not really desire.

Inspired by Devin Castles during a conversation I decided to write a piece about making a plan and not sticking to it, or the feeling of unraveling we experience when things go awry. But I never really have that problem. So I can only observe and base some comments on experiencing something similar but not to any real extent. When you see that nothing has meaning the difficulty is in giving a crap about anything not losing your mind when you lose control because you always have control, are always in control, and above all, always see yourself from outside yourself so what are you to do? What are you to do to while away the days? Why? Why not?

So when all unravels, come back to the mind and take a break and realize, you are in control, real, not imagined, and you can and are doing whatever, whatever, whatever you want.